BIG GEORGE

 1.

You like blue?

Well, an unhealthy

Adherence to blue

Means you’re the devil’s

Handmaiden.

You’re the bedwetter,

The bully, the thief.

You like salmon?

Trick question—

I like chicken. Fish

Eaters are scum.

In fact, they have no morals.

No reason to live.


2.

As you toss

Beer bottles into

The recycling bin

Suddenly the inside

Of the garage glows pink

And shines all

Aflutter

With evening light.

A headline on top

On the newspapers

Deep in the bin

Stops you:

Neo-Nazi Robocalls Reported

In Sandpoint.

How are we even talking

About this? Not my fault,

Not yours,

Right?

And it’s easy to look away—

Just fringe white supremacist

Nazi nobodies

Who nobody knows.

But if grievance is the coin 

We spend so merrily—

Treasuring our differences

While ignoring

All that together ties us—

Then what are we buying?

At what cost?

Sweet grievance.

You have your reasons.

I have mine.

Favorite

Reasons cached

Deep in our pockets

And fondled until

They’re raw

And ready to explode.


3.

A black friend—

Sociology professor, PhD

Storyteller, catch-and-release

Fly fisherman—

Says when white people

See a policeman

They know he’s there to help.

When a black person sees

A policeman she knows

She may possibly get hurt

Or die.

Then George Floyd

Is murdered on video

Reminding us

White people we’re racist,

Even though we don’t the ways how.

So decked out

In our high

And mighty compost-like

Stink—

Everybody owes us

Our blessings, our 401Ks

And our guns, everybody—

We require a sacrifice

Like George

To get off our couches

And open the blinds.


Ignore means

To refuse to pay attention to.


Big George’s

Plea—

I can’t breathe—

An invocation

To abandon

The privilege

Of remaining ignorant—

Who me?

Racist?

Wait a minute

The police?—

Not a gift

Easy to put away

Or trade

For an action flick

At Gold’s Pawn Shop,

But an invocation—

I can’t breathe.


Written and submitted by John Whalen